A Helping Hand.

This is me trying to help out a friend with a song for her cousin's wedding. My first attempt at ever writing a song ever. Be kind, but honest.

She grew up wishing of love
and fairy tales
Dreaming of being a princess
who finds her prince
And how the world should be
such a magical place

Everybody told her fairy tales
were nothing but dreams
And that not everything in the world
is what it seems

Along comes a prince
in search of adventure
A knight in his shining armor
to find himself a dragon to slay
In hopes of becoming a hero
and reaping its rewards

Everybody told him fairy tales
were nothing but dreams
And that not everything in the world
is what it seems

For the prince there was no dragon
no glory to be had
Until he spotted a princess
and knew at first sight
That this was much more
than any treasure could bring

Everybody told them fairy tales
are nothing but dreams
And that not everything in the world
is what it seems

But they both now know
that it is no longer a dream
They have found their own fairy tale
their own magical world
A girl who has found her a prince
and a prince who has the greatest treasure of all

For when two find true love
Dreams can come true
For when two find true love
Dreams can come true

Back With A Vengence?

One year, six months and twenty-seven days ago I made my last post...

I know, I know, I am completely horrible at this whole blogging thing. I fail epically. Please forgive me in this short-coming, pretty please?

I will be honest with you now though, I have nothing really to say the moment. Not that there has not been anything worthy to post in the past year and a half but just because I am quite tired and very sore so I will just leave you with the knowledge that I have not forgot about this and I will try to be a better blogger for you all.

"Our greatest happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance has placed us, but is always the result of a good conscience, good health, occupation, and freedom in all just pursuits." - Thomas Jefferson

Omnia Vincit Amor

Amor animi arbitrio sumitur, non ponitur.

The heart was open
The heart was full
You came along
You gave a mighty pull
Tore it from my chest
And let it fall
You walked away slowly
Leaving me with nothing at all
I pick up what's left
And as time passes by
I pretend to care
And live a lie
The heart is empty
The heart is closed

Where's The Beef?

Drama, drama, drama, drama, drama

The world is so full of drama, you would think of a few thousand years of civilization that we humans would be able to overcome all of it... sadly though, we are not able to. It would also appear that we will never shake the ever so frustrating dramatic woe that carries on day after day.

Conjunction Junction

What's your function?

I want pie...


I am actually hesitant to write what I'm about to write; however, I feel that it is for the best.

The reason why I am hesitant to write this is because it has to deal with some not so pleasant things I have learned about my new girlfriend. Even though I have been honest with her and that I do not see her any differently than I have before, I am still feeling down about everything. Which has got me thinking. My conscious and sub-conscious minds are against each other. I think that is why I am still down and not feeling bad. Consciously I can accept that everything about her past is in the past, and that everything that has happened in her past has shaped her into the person that she currently is today. Unfortunately, my sub-conscious is completely out of my control. So sub-consciously I believe, since I cannot know with any amount of certainty, I might in fact be troubled by the things that I have learned. I do not want to just come right out and worry my girlfriend about this because I am hoping that by getting it off my chest on here it will help clear my sub-conscious of any negative thoughts pertaining to her. Though she does know about this blog of mine and if she does end up reading this I am sure you'll ask me about it. I just hope that she will see that I am not unwilling to let her know about this and that I am just trying to get this out of my system in my own way.

Further more, when she does read this...I want you to know that I do actually want to know everything about you and your past so that I am able to have the deep understanding of who you are and feel that closeness a person gets when there are no secrets, no walls, no nothing between two people. I will though never ask you about any of it because I do respect your privacy, I just hope that in time you'll see that no matter what I learn I will not be scared away.



Mmm peach pie.


On a related side note, I now believe that my over-active mind stems from my sub-conscious mind. I can feel my mind racing over all sorts of information and details but when I try to see what is going on, I can only pick out fragmented details. If that were my conscious mind then I would not have any problems with seeing what is going on in my head, but seeing as I cannot I now think that my sub-conscious mind is just as active while I am awake as much as it is while I am sleeping.

Go, Go, Gadget

...Copter!!

I want to fly.
High in the sky.
Leave this place.
And put on a new face.
High in the sky.
I want to fly.

Pop, Pop, Fizz Fizz

Oh what a relief it is.

I personally like to know as much as possible about the unknown. That way if on the off chance something were to happen the blame would all be on me because I made the conscious decision to go after something knowing full well what the consequences might be. If life is a dark tunnel, give me a flashlight so I can meet the dangers head on.